Thursday, April 17, 2003
i failed my geog assm.. den mr lim ish damn baddie.. he said i nv put in enough effort can.. den i took sho long to do.. den summore i copy all my geog notes den i do.. it's like everytime i make and effort i alwaes fail. den now i mus go for geog remedial. i'm sho mad . plus mus do sho much of the workbook cos of it ! i wanna strangle mr lim. hmpf. den i'm really getting more angri wif dot. she copy pple den keep saying that we copy her. ti's so obvious. den she told other pple dat she dun like track pple cos we are lame and everything, and track pple think she dao cos she's concentrating on training. like real ! it's like, all the track pple dun like her, now she's sucking up to the juniors, and she's telling everyone that it's she who doesn't like us instead of vice versa. as if she concentrates on training. she whole dae pon trng.. den give lame excuses like she need to go dentist, sprain her leg, ankle pain, arm pain, everything u can think of. plus during training she keep toking to juniors and other pple lor, juz dat the seniors all dao her. cos she's talking so much rubbish and pple are trying to train. todae yunxi brouight her frent o class, cos yunxi is retained, den her sec 3 fren come to our class. cos the tcher not aorund, den her fren come and toktoktok. her fren told her tcher dat she sick and going sick bay when actually she come our class. den yx alwaes meet her frens at the toilet to tok. dat time mr lim ask kx to ask dem to come out den dey dun wan to listen... den mr lim stand outside ask dem to come out den dey lock the door leh. walau.. den u see yx's nick.. ish scolding xw cos xw told mr lim abt yx's fren "stupid biitch! you dem happy i got caught isit ok la u model student la happy anot stupid assshole i know u dem fcking chio la " but it's like yx's fault in the first place wad. bsides' , she got BO. i heard it's cos she many days nvr change uniform. anywae todae i sit next to her den the smell so strong i almost fainted =X den todae i found out dat actually pr reply me liao ish i haven't reply her.. i sho guilty... cos i thought ish she was the one who haven't replied.. oh nooo.. feel really bad now.. aaaaah !! todae recess trng sho horriblee.. sweat like siao den i didn't wear pe uniform cos i dun have anymore. it was sho gross =X i'm starting to get confused in sci lesson [as if i wasn't b4!!] den it's like, i totally dun understand aniting, den i keep aksing her to explain, but i still dun understand. i think leess is pissed wif me =\ aft sch dere was this loose cannon arts thing on shakespear. it's beriee corny but it's still relaly funnie ^_^ i think kx doesn't like me. she barely tok to me liaoo.. den when she tok to me she nvr smile. last time she tok alot one... i think we kinda drifted apart. maybe she's stressed or something. i dunnoee.. i kinda miss last year. our class kinda changed. or maybe last year i was naive to not notice aniting. i think it's great to be young and innocent and not noeing of all this picking of pple's faults =X actually, we have tried to like, say, help dem a lil. for instance hannah, we actually like adviced her alot of times, but she scolded us and sae we think we very smart. this kinda pple how to help ? =\ i'm saaaaaad. i can't go out tmr wif fwens. *sigh* i have alot of hwk to do.. have art, have the stoopig geog , have sui bi, have maths, have sci . i dunnoe wad else le, but for the past few daes i didn't have any hwk. sho it's starting to feel weird wif all the hwk. i have the impulse to do really well for my test and everything, but i dun have the discipline =\ anywae, who doesn't wanna do well in sch ? =\ i think i'd better go now, y sis looks really bored playing neopets again...
<3 treat child-like innocence like a treasure, not something to be shaken off too soon <3


|deborah| 10:45 PM|

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