Thursday, May 01, 2003
aaaaaaah. todae was those kind of sitinfrontofthecomputerthewholedaeandfeelsogreatcosuhaveallthetimeyouwantonyourhands kinda of dae =X kinda lethargic and everything. but it's like i felt so boreeeeeeeeed and everything but now i wish i had more time to feel bored. cos tomorrow's gonna be a damned long day @ sch . =\ okae.. so it's like i woke up at around 12 =\ like a pigggggg i slept for so long. =X i rmb i had a berie funny dream, but i can't remember what =\ anyway, so i woke up and rotted in the room til my mum finally came back with out lunch, by which i was half starved =P but todae i dragged rachel to bake marshmallow cookies with me.. it turned out quite nice, really ! but very sweet =X i feel like eating strawberry sour power. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i wan strawberry sour power. aaaaaaaaaaah/ wun anyone gimme strawberry sour power. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. =X okae.. it's now pretty late... i dunno why but i alwaes leave writing in my blog to at night b4 i sleep but int he end i can't sleep on time cos i haven't finish writing ! =\ aaaah. i practicallly sat in front of the computer for the whole dae. man, i'm becoming fat =X
i hate it when pple are being v fake. trying to be what they're not. can't pplejust be themselves and stop putting onan act? eg; my younger sis faking an accent. but but. sounds so fake, so like she's trying be something she's not. or those poeple like dot who listen to pop music just because she thinks if she does that she will become very 'cool'. or pple like fullstop who think popularity revolved around being bimbotic and flirtatious. or those pple their whole lives trying to change their body, their mindsets, their style just because they wanna be like some famous celebrity. very no life right ? =\ but i guess these kinda things, are very easily influenced upon. bad things are alwaes easier to do then good things, aren't they?. for doing good, the enjoyable moment comes later, but before that it is very hard to resist temptation and there are many traps and potholes. for bad, the enjoyable moment comes earlier, but after that, blahblahblah. u noes wad happens.
but i think it's okae if u're trying to change your bad points. i mean like, that is supposed to be good right? but people are vicious. once they see u're wrong, they don't like ur bad point, they pick out every single bad thing that u do. u can try and change till ur ass drops off and no one really notices, ot they sae u are being fake [seeabv] =\ hahaz. can u imagine? u happento eat alot and alwaes pick at your frens food, and when u try to stop and eat less, they sae u are trying to be thin like soandso and should be happy with the wae u are cos u're fat and there's nth u can do abt it =\ oh wellz. v late i'm gonna slp i dun care if i haben't finish writing. hahaaa... okae byeyeee



|deborah| 10:43 PM|

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