Thursday, July 17, 2003
just 2 days ago. during homeeconslesson. i was peeling the results of staying too much in the sun. scartchscartchscartch. a green patch suddenly appeared. i was like, okayy. blinkblinkblink. still there. rubrubrub. still there. shitshitshit. still there. at first i thought it was my contacts. i thought it was growing mould or something. so i took it out. still there. splashsplashsplash. still there. snoresnoresnore. still there. went home. still there. told my mum. then we went to qtpolyclinic to get a referral to a specialist. gp said my eye was degenerating. after that when i told yanni yanni said but thebra is only 14 not 41 so how can her eye degenerate. oh well. then today i went to see an optometrist. checkcheckcheck. mralexvi took pictures of the back of my eye. turns out to be a vein is bleeding. blocking the optic circle or spot or whatever thing. liurou pointed out that i was indirectly seeing blood. freakfreakfreak. now i have a new appointment with another specialist on monday. so wonderful. and the green patchy things are still there. the good news is it's not eye cancer. the bad thing is everything else.
wed was the nationals. finals. cdiv got 9th. imsodamnfreakingdisappointed. then i felt so bad. cos i didn't even get top 8 or anything. we were expecting to get 4th. at least bdiv got 2nd. mus train harder. mus work harder. mus try harder. maybe next year will be better. following that we went to suntec for dinner. huiwen is my new lover. after we ate we went to skygarden there. some stupid man chased us out cos he insisted wew ere too noisy. even mrp and misst were angry at the guy. hah. it's not our fault! then we went to the fountain tehre. we played in the fountain. we got wet in the fountain. we had fun at the fountain. mumanddad were at carrefour so i was supposed to find them tehre. mel too. so we went together. and got lost together. so pathetic. at least. now i know. ii'm not the only one with a lousy sense of direction.
today shisi came to find me and scolded me for stealing huiwen away.


|deborah| 10:03 PM|

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