Friday, January 07, 2005
i have to make a confession. i did something really mean today, and it wasn't exactly on purpose.
the insect was crawling on the table. it's the very common sort of insect, like ants with wings. i hate insects. especially those with wings because they can fly into your mouth while you're screaming at it to shoo. so i took my bowl of green bean soup and put it on top of the insect, so it would be like trapped inside. then after 2 secs i wanted to see if i actually managed to trap it, but it wasn't there, so i was thinking, i didn't trap it at all! but when i looked arnd i couldn't see it anywhere so i was like, hey maybe it got stuck aat the top of the bottom of the bowl so i starting banging the bowl around (of course the green bean soup was nolonger in the bowl, it was in my stomach) and i had just given up and i realised the poor thingy was trying to crawl around.. and i didn't see it at first because it's wings all fell out! and i was sitting there feeling sorry and all and i thought, how come the creepy insect can't crawl withut it's wings? THEN i noticed the lower half of it's body 3 cm away. i'm so cruel. but i swear, i really didn't mean to do that.

the first week of school has been crazy. there was the whole waking up at 6am thing to get used to, all the holiday hwk to rush, textbooks to buy, and to top it off there was the amath supplementary exam on friday (which is today). hopefully by next week i'll get into the flow of things and ill stop drooling in class. it's not that the teachers are hot, they're just boring and when i sleep in class i tend to drool. it usually doesn't happen! cross my heart. i'm so sleepy now, i bet i'm not making any sense. yesterday we had cell, and we ended like, so lte and i reached home at 11+ so i couldn't finish my homework, and i couldn't study amath, and so during the amath paper today i totally screwed up and i think i'll get like 2 marks or sth but i guess it's okay since the supp supp paper is exactly the same...? ohwell. but i am determined to study harder than last year which really shouldn't be too hard, since i barely studied last year. and maybe if i study hard enough i wouldn't be one of the few people in ny to not qualify for jc, which is actually something i've been worrying about since sec2. i hope olli won't eat all the food before my cell (which is cell2, also called zion) comes next week. it was really quite funny. when keith and royston heard that olli would be at home, they were like "HUHH!! CAN YOU PLEASE LOCK HER IN
THE ROOM OR STH?" and when i told mom when olli was there she started crying and screaming that she didn't do anything to them, they just "run away whenever they see her". okayyy so maybe i shouldn't have told her that. i have such a big mouth. but olli has no sense of humour (when it comes to herself). come to think of it, she has a weird sense of humour most of the time. like, conspiring with beanie and gingko to stick mantou all over me in the middle of this chinese restaurant was not funny at all, especially when i had to go hide in the washroom and they locked me in. it was really embarrassing. anyway, i'm soo happy for once i don't have to travel all the way there, they have to travel all the way here but i shouldn't have offered to bring them all from orchard mrt station because i forgot i had to get refreshments ready. so they'll just have to wait! HAHA!

everyone, please hope i can find my stuff from last year. my eng file, my lit book (twelfth night, not the grass is singing) and most importantly, my report book! they're all gone. it's driving me crazy, and in turn i'm driving everyone else crazy.oh noooo. i think i'm falling ill too. my nose is runny. i hope it's not tb, i still haven't taken the jab for it.

i'm looking forward to the december holidays. yay! to make the wait a lil more enjoyable, ask sandar totell you the great big white monkey story. but andrea thinks it's really stupid and gets pissed everytime i say it so i don't dare to tell it in sch. hahaa. or else there'd be no one to talk to me in class. i don't wanna end up tlaking to my pencil box like hengzhiyong. whahaaa.

i could go on for ages, but i really should stop drivelling on and on or no one would read my entries anymore.



|deborah| 11:08 PM|

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